Finally Lost What I Gained
So, I finally lost the lbs that I gained back. (this is 7 days after my last post). That was really annoying. I have to just keep telling myself that I can do it. It’s a shit ton harder than it looks. I keep looking at thinspiration pictures of people that have been through this fight before. I know I can do it! 100 lbs in a year is totally doable, I just have to keep pushing on. At least I will have plenty of before pictures to butt up against my after ones. I just need some encouragement to keep going sometimes. Right now, it’s depressing to see that I’ve only lost 23 lbs. I know that it isn’t something to sneeze at, but damn it. I guess I’m just so tired of being this size and I’m so ready to move on and start enjoying my new life. Oh well, it isn’t a huge deal I will lose more, and I just have to keep ice cream away from these lips. What I’ve learned is, you really can’t cheat. Because the only person I’m cheating is myself. I gain back what I lose and it just doesn’t help my self esteem and I really really want to be dead sexy when I go to Vegas next year and plus I want to shed some of the lbs by the time we go to NOLA this summer. Bah… I will do it. Just do it… no excuses. Bizznatch.